of dogs and blogs
Wednesday, November 30, 2005 ~ 10:00 PM
this one's a newer blog since the other is a co-authored blog and a blog that talks more about emotions. well, the first post talks about emotions too ayt? nah. the other blog is a love blog. this one's a more personal one.
welcome to my blog and see the other side of me. hehe.
this sunday, my most beloved dog passed away. naghihingalo sya from 12 noon to 3:45, when she died. it's heartbreaking to see her dying in front of me. pero hindi ako umalis. nung 12 noon pinapainom namin sya ng tubig pero ayaw na nyang lumunok. early signs. when at 3:45 i stood up para magtimpla ng gatas nya, eksakto pagtayo ko nakita sya ng tatay ko having her last breath. i rushed back para makita syang mamatay.
nakakaiyak dahil umiyak ang buong pamilya ko nang namatay sya as if apat kaming magkakapatid at nawala ang isa.
ayun. she was buried the day after she died sa likod-bahay. nakakahiya man, i still say babay to her tuwing umaalis ako ng bahay.
haaay. mahirap lang talagang mawalan ng kasama mo ng apat na taon. lalo na kung katabi mo syang matulog gabi gabi. wala na ring mag-eenjoy tuwing dumarating ako. simple pleasures in life na nakakamiss.
as i've said, this blog's not an emotional blog.