Exaggerated Triumph
Sunday, August 20, 2006 ~ 12:00 PM
Waha! I had my first fucking irate caller (yeah the type of caller who'll say "Fuck you!" and then hang up). Well it's ok. He's a moron.
So many firsts on this transition week..
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The other day I redeemed myself by putting my team in the lead in terms of sales. We're supposed to be leading by I think 9 sales if not because of my two grave, grave mistakes last time. These mistakes gave me a temporary insomnia and made me upset for two days. Good grief I was able to answer that one hell of a question and so I was redeemed. :D
Fucking competitions.
It made me realize how attached I am to competitions. I still don't know why. I'm depressed whenever I lose but now, I have this one hell of a mantra...
"I don't win all the time. Just most of the time." XP
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Sometimes I really want to be in the industry where I'm supposed to be. I wanna write. FYI: For those who are not aware, in the production floor (where 'bankers' are answering their customers' inquiries) we are not allowed to bring pens and papers. My life's biggest irony. I took up a course that's so, if not, writing itself, and then here I am, in a job where I am not allowed to scribble anything.
I envy those who are in the business and earning big.
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Marionne: <3
